My mind was elsewhere.
More than likely, the bright light cast by the full moon was partly to blame.
The moon's glow reflected off the waves in the Goleta Beach surf and illuminated
the eerie-looking palm trees. I let go of the handlebars
and coasted down the hill from the university. My far off thoughts continued
with the release of my handlebars. I sat back in the seat and dreamily crossed
my arms. As my speed slowed at the base of the hill, I resumed pedaling and
decided to shift to a higher gear. Without thinking I kept one arm folded across
my chest and reached for the gear shifter with the other.
At that moment a gust of wind blew over Goleta Beach Park. Without stability,
the wind punched me angrily. My front tire turned perpendicularly and my back
tire rose simultaneously. My bike turned into a catapult and launched me over
the handlebars. I hit the pavement, rolled, flipped, and scraped. My bike did
the same.
No doubt, this was a bad one. Not wanting to know the full extent of my bodily
carnage, I rested on the pavement and wiggled my toes. They responded. Good
start. I rotated my ankles. They too, moved properly. Knees, fingers, hands,
elbows and head all still functioned at my command. I was ecstatic. I gingerly
picked myself off the pavement and pulled my bike up from the ice plants bordering
the bike path. My bike hadn't fared as well. But it was rideable. With shaky
nerves I climbed on the twisted seat and resumed my journey home. Reality had
broken into my dream world. Joy and gratitude began dripping out of me, like
the blood that dripped from the minor scrape on my hand. Suddenly, each moment
became so much more alive. I could still breathe. I could still think. I could
still see. I could still pedal!
Within minutes, I had dropped my bike in the garage and hit up the fridge for
dinner. As usual, it was empty. I sat down on the couch with a carrot and blithely
flipped on the TV. There, depicted on the evening news, was a mangled 18-wheeler
dangling precariously over an embankment. A pile of smashed cars surrounded
the rig. "Three were killed," the reporter stated, "and four others are in critical
condition. Apparently, the trucker's mind was elsewhere."
I was transfixed by the news report. Not even a half-hour before, my mind --
just like the trucker's -- had been elsewhere. And fittingly, we both had endured
accidents. Yet the trucker had killed three people and injured others while
I had a mere scrape on my hand and a broken bike reflector. The only difference
in the accident results had been the firepower of our weapons.
I bike for many reasons. For enjoyment. For exercise. For the environment. But
on this full moon night, I had added yet another reason for biking. I bike to
lessen the magnitude of harm I can cause to myself and others, especially when
my mind is "elsewhere..."
© Eli Knapp
from the Santa
Barbara Bicycle Coalition's website